Lust is what I thought chemistry is. A sizzling, invisible connection between two people, making you yearn for each other. I thought chemistry is what it takes for a relation to work, to give it a life.
That never getting enough feeling.
That temptation of being around each other...
Drowning all the sorrows, all those imperfections even just for a minute is a great relief.
You don't have to think about it, you don't have to take care of each other, you don't have to bother about future...
Yeah that's what lust is, making everything exciting and soul gripping in those moments of being together.
What comes after is the problem... A problem with no end, a problem with so many possibilities but not a single meaning to it.
You want to feel his presence, you want to get pampered, not merely through material things but with those emotions and feelings he brings in your life. A feeling of belonging to someone: not as a possession but as a treasure.
You want to spoil him with your stupid girliness because come on, being a boyfriend comes with those statutory warning 😜. You wanna fret around him with those silly "How Much Do You Love Me?" Questions. You want to take care of him, even though he is the one you depend on emotionally. He is the strong one in your relationship but you are the one holding it all together with your stupid tantrums everyday which never makes a day dull enough.
THIS is what I thought it would turn out to be...
THIS is what I was waiting for it to be...
But I was sadly mistaken between Lust and Love, Chemistry and Attraction.
You know what Bliss is???
When your Lust, Chemistry, Attraction, and Love is found in one person.
That is what makes it worth...
That is what make that breathtakingly insatiable hunger within you burn like a volcano.
#ForYou
- @radhna
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